For My Dad With Love

 DAD

Its been a little over a year and a half that ive been with you. The journey has been an amazing part of my life. I wouldn’t change it for anything in the world. In this time I have learned a lot about myself and see myself not just as your rp daughter but deep inside your true daughter. I have loved you and learned from you from the very beginning, and will continue to do so. I will go to the deepest part of my heart and keep you there. I love you unconditional and I will always. You have been my friend my teacher and My Father, and even though you are leaving I want you to know that, it will never change you are my dad in every way that counts.

 Yes you leaving me, will hurt and I will cry and continue to cry. And right now your probably saying “monkey don’t let ye tears fall for me” and I will say yeah right dad that will never happen. But Here I am crying my eyes out with a heavy heart. I know it will pass and I know it will take every bit of me to be happy, because it is what you would want for me. And I promise you I will try.

 I cant say I understand your reasons sometimes but I know that if this is what you need to do, I can not stop you…Nor would I ever want to stop you, I know sometimes  people need a fresh start need to move on so that they can grow, trust me of all people I know that well.

I wish you nothing but love and good wishes. Just know that I was brought into your life for a reason, you have been a gift to me and have loved me unconditionally and for that I just want you to know that I will always be your daughter.

 I LOVE YOU DADDY.

 LOVE ALWAYS

    MONKEY

Our lullabye: Lullabye (Goodnight, My Angel) Billy Joel

And when I'm not sure how to try, Who will take my hand?

Run   <======  (song by leona lewis)


Here I sit at 3 in the morning with a sense of looking for something, but not knowing where to look, who to look to , this crappy feeling of displacement and disappointment, a feeling that says I have come so far and now I cant find my way home, was it me who led the way all that time, or was it an unseen force

Trying to find the answers my heart yearning to help me find  the answers, to questions that seem so difficult to ask,  do they care? are they there for me or am I on my own? Do they really understand?

 I laugh I love I live. but lately I  frown, my world was built around pleasing people and doing what was right when things needed to be done. I took care of it. No questions asked. I have done a lot in my life more than I should at my age but now I feel alone:  yeah I have Remi but thats not what im talking about. Im talking about that feeling when you think everything is lost. yeah that one you know the one im talking about. I want to know WHY 
 
Why do I feel alone why does my heart feel sick? and want to escape this place. I envy them sometime (my family) they can just go where ever when ever. All I have is my room,  There was a time when I woke up and said cant wait to see everyone but lately all I see is my family slipping away my friends wanting to move on  try to ask whats going on but I just get the everything is fine dont worry about it speech, then theres the part when you try and help and do whats right the I get shut out. yeah exact sentiments but I know what I feel and I hate feeling this way Maybe its just me I dont know but its what im feeling


Remember I love you all and Im okay I will never fail you any of you.


~Mari
  

Im Blind

So Dad's Patroling and Mum's she is dancing to Manic Monday Oh geez...I thought she would have a better sense of music than that...she says she isnt old but look at what she is listening too. *shakes head* 

 I head upstairs pass auntie Star's room. Lookin in on her she is sleeping. I go straight to my room. I jump on the bed and Put on the new song everyone is talking about Who owns my heart. Miley Cyrus. I want to see what is the big deal  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=coqbx4C8z0o I get up and start dancing. This song is the shit. I love Miley  crank it up and I know that mum is dyin because she hates miley lol.....

I head downstairs and what do I see To my surprise * I stand on the steps with my mouth open* OMFG my mum is nakies dancing to MILEY I burst out laughing.....MUM AHHHHHH  IM SCARRED FOR LIFE....PLEASE PUT SOME CLOTHES ON. LMAO...

so then it hit me Mum she is just like me fierce but sweet and a lil goof ball deep down inside.. So you ask me would I change mums if I could the answer to that Is HELL TO THE MOTHER FRIGGIN NO 

I LOVE YOU MUM 

alright ima finish my song and head out meet up with my dad. Hopefully we will find trouble or will we be the ones in trouble. Tune in and you shall find out

The Squire Oath

In the light of day, I am all that protects my Dark-Hunter from death and persecution. I am the eyes, the ears, and the soul of my chosen one and I will die before I let any harm befall him.

It is my duty to maintain a haven for my Dark-Hunter. To keep his residence clean and safe. I will do as asked without questions, without complaint until the Fates see fit to separate us.
I am a Squire, the human counterpart of my Dark-Hunter, and it is my oath that I will never allow harm to befall my Dark-Hunter on my watch. I will be there when he needs me and will give myself freely to anything he requires.
I am all that stands between him and the world that would see him dead. I, alone, am his link to humanity and I, alone, will be with him when he needs me the most.
I will never speak publicly of my Dark-Hunter or of their world. All things of them, their lives, their pasts, their abilities, and existence are secret.
I take this oath freely, without reservation or under any duress. I understand that once made, it is absolutely unbreakable. To breach my oath will call down the Wraiths of Hades upon my head, and I will pay for my treachery with my life. No one betrays the Dark-Hunters with impunity.
So says the goddess Artemis, and so she accepts my eternal service to her and all her Dark-Hunters.

The One and Only

Let me tell you a lil story, There once was a very happy couple who had a beautiful daughter….(that’s me by the way lol) My parents were distinguished diplomats with a secret life.  You see they were Squires and descendants to the late and great Patricia Addams…

My parents were out doing things for there DH when they were attacked and killed by a group of Daimons. My parents did everything to protect me and they did but I at a cost…They gave there life to protect me. How do I know this I was there I saw everything.

 On my own, at the age of 15, feeling lost I did the only thing I knew how I went to the Squires Council. They knew what had happened and were looking for me. They took me in and trained me in the ways of the Squire-hood.  But what I wasn’t expecting was another type of training. One that I was chosen for me, because of my hurt and pain, they knew I would be perfect for it. One that I would honor for eternity.

   

This training which was pretty fierce, would make me a Blood-Rite Squire.

I am one of the selected few who performs blood hunts to terminate any Squire who breaches his/her oath and endangers the Dark-Hunters or their world. We are also called in to execute a "rogue" Dark-Hunter who has turned against humans. Blood-Rites Squires are marked by a spider web-like tattoo on the hand. 

  

Here’s the tricky part…Being that I am a descendant from the Addams family that also makes me a  Blue-Blood Squire. (Yes  you can be both not many of us out there but I know Otto is and a few others)…So I am half blue-blood/half blood-rite.

  

On my own doing work for the council, I became wild and in the coming of age state. I had no parents no siblings just the council. I did my thing and went partying and wreckless. The Council decided I needed parental figures. That’s when my life changed for the 2nd time.

   

The Council called The Kattalakis Clan. Fury and Angelia came. They were told who and what I was, they explain what happened to me and my parents. I was certain that they wouldn’t not take me in. Hell they didn’t even know me, Why would a pack of wolves take me in to cramp their style. I wasn’t one of them I didn’t fit in. But they did with loving arms and open hearts. The council appointed me there squire.

  

A little less than 3 month passed and Fury and Angelia approached the council. They want to adopt me. I was theirs, and they were mine. The council approved.

  

Since then I am a pack member…Yeah I may be a brat and whine at times but if you hurt or mess with my Clan I will hunt  you down and you will be screaming for mercy. They are my life and I will protect and honor them  until the day I died…

                                                                   I am Marisol Kattalakis